Living a life on the autism spectrum means one thing above all: a continuous attempt to understand. On both sides. You constantly navigate between two worlds. The "normal" one out there, and the one that exists within yourself.

Journal / Blog
"A Look Behind the Canvas"
For all those who wish to dive deeper. Here, I regularly share insights into my current works and the stories behind them.
For further behind-the-scenes insights from the studio and more personal blog posts, check out my Substack Journal if you like.
Losing to find
It's kind of crazy, isn't it? We all know this stupid phrase "losing to find" or similar expressions. Nobody finds that helpful when they're actually in a state that demands exactly that from them. Come on! Throw it away! Move on, let go! Lose yourself to find yourself! Let everything be, let it die, leave it all behind.
"Blooming Life"
When life has to change so that you can bloom, it is often a deeply laborious process and a state you would love to escape as fast as possible. But if you try to run, life's hand catches up with you in an instant, grabs you by the shoulder, and pulls you back to the start. This life here is...
Grief That Can Be Carried
A good friend of mine recently said: "This year is so intense internally. There is a lot of inner work happening right now."




